Sunday, November 13, 2005
with LOVE ;Charles*
well 1st, read the name of the blog..
2nd, brk up did cross my mind,u were right
i cldn help wonderin if it was a mistake ryt frm the start
nt cux uve bn givin me nth but hurt
but bcux ive bn gvg u nth but hurt..
and i obviously dun understd u,no matter hw hard i tried to fake that i do
i will hold on..cux ad infinitum wasnt jus ur drm,it was mine too
but i duno how long i can last
there is a limit to evth..
but if we ever did brk up, jus noe it aint ur fault..
its not fair to say i nv hurt u b4..
im sure i did loads..
wif my incapability to face prob as bravely as u
wif my failure to tryna solve problems
wif my born character of bein a runner...
but im also tired of gettin hurt and then hearin sry
im sick of hurtin u le n then sayin sry
but i guess the former ticks me off more..
i hate the wrd sry,n hw often its bn used in our rlnship
i love u, tt is without doubt..
but how long can it last us?
how long can love fuel our rlnship n prevent it frm bcumin stagnant?
smtimes, lettin the other one go is a form of love..
cux it sets that person free...
n prevents the other frm gettin hurt anymore..
smtimes,ppl leave bcux they love the other half so much..
ironic isnt it?
i noe how saddenin it can be when ur other half dun understand a single wrd ure sayin
hw trapped one can feel...
i noe hw u feel now, not knowin who can understd u..
im sry i dun understd u..
i duno wat else to say
im not sayg or suggestin brk up now..
i hope tings aint tt bad yet..
but im jus tryin to tell u that..
if we ever did, it mite not bcux i stopped lovin u..
take care......
6:49 AM
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