Sunday, November 13, 2005
dear ah.. i always used to believe that if we wanted to last, we HAD to talk our problems out and make ourselves understood at some point of our relationship... we can't always expect to spend hepi days with each other... but i don't believe that anymore.. because everytym we talked someth bad would happen... so i'll rather not talk.. not jus because you din understand.. but more because we'll both get hurt in the end... so there's no point... there's oni a point in talking if we end up growing... but i dun feel we are.. instead we'll both end up slashing each other till we end in tears or anger... mayb if we close our eyes and smile, mayb these problems won't even come at all... mayb you've been right all these while... i'm sry.. i decided from today that i CAN take it if i'm not understood.. don't wry abt mi... i choose not to feel trapped anymore.. sorry is such a easy and a hard word at that same time... it is easy when you want to comfort someone... but its hard wen the other person loses faith in the word sry... and you're left with nothing you can say anymore... with LOVE ;Charles*
i used to wry alot abt how are we going to last if this goes on... i've tried it my way but failed... i'm helpless. if you know a beta way, please tell mi... i want us to last... i reali want to..
all i can do is hope and pray that'll we'll find a way somehow...
i hope you understand all these that i've just typed, if not jus let mi know so at least i know whether you get wat i mean...
baby i love you... if sry isn't a word we can use then i don't know wat else to say...
jus know that i still love you loads k dear?
in the dark wen we can't see... we'll jus have to hold hands and keep walking till we reach the light... ya sounds mushy and lame lol wateva... i jus hope it means sth to u...
i love you baby.
7:19 AM
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